Finally my computer is fixed!!!! (Que the singing angels) I am now back in business and ready to start blogging again!
I have missed sooooo much. I looked in on a few of the bloggs I have been missing and WOW did I miss alot. Some even have new looks and and all. I was gone for over 2 months, and have been going mad every second of each day. I actually broke down one day. I lay on the floor crying because I didn't know what was wrong with this computer and I didn't have any more money to sink into it, much less buy a new one.
I worried myself sick many times. I tried to put it all in God's hands, but you all know how easy it is to leave there. Finally I just had to admit that I couldn't do anything about it, and don't you know that was the moment I felt the calmness come over me. He was telling me all along to let Him deal with it, and finally I listened. Sometimes I feel like I do so much asking of Him, and very little is asked of me. I am so selfish. I want it all. I want a happy life with a loving family. I don't want to struggle and never want to be sick. I want all the blessings I can get, and so far I have gotten almost all of them. Yet, I still want more. Lucky for me, He understands!
The time I was out of the Internet world has been great, now that I look back on it. I got to do so much more with out thinking about what I was going to post later on. I got caught up on my crocheting (pictures will be up soon). I read more books and watched more tv, but the best thing was that we had more family time.
The down side was that I was not able to pull up info when I needed it, and I had to use public computers to check all my accounts. I also missed all my bloggy buddies. Being a stay at home mom is hard when you don't get even a quick computer break to talk to someone who isn't 4 years old.
All in all, I needed this little break. I have a renewed sense of what I want my blog to be like and what I want from my blog. I feel like I was getting away from my original material that described my life and was going down the road of "Mommy Blogger". I don't want to be seen that way. I don't want to be labeled a "Mommy Blogger". There isn't anything wrong with being a "Mommy Blogger", but there are just so many of them. All I want to be me. I want to be a blogger who describes her lifestyle and culture with her family by her side. I want to share my feelings as a person other than Will's Mom. That's who I am. I am a person with many different titles, not just Mom. That's what I want others to see here. I want people to come back and read my blog because it's interesting. I will still do a few giveaways and a few reviews, but I will keep them to a minimum. I want to share my joy over the things going on in my life more. I love my life and feel blessed beyond belief.
So, welcome back to my blog
"Saving Moms Sanity"!